Born in North eastern Pennsylvania on May 6, 1980, Nitrilla always identified with girls growing up. "I hated sports, fighting, competition and all the other things that boys did and rejected it all. I was made fun of for my feminine behaviors and appearance at my Catholic School. I wanted to be changed into a girl sooooo bad and prayed to God that it would happen magically when I woke up," she recalls. Leaving school, Nitrilla began her transformation with hormone treatments. "I started my journey into becoming a girl - well somewhat. I always thought the best part of being a boy was having the dick. I became really attached to it and had this conflict. I felt like a girl, wanted to look like a girl, liked boys, wanted boys to like me, BUT don’t like pussy nor did I want one. I identify as a shemale and don’t take offense to the term. Actually I find it kinda cute. Although to the rest of the world I am just your average girl," Nitrilla says.